Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Chapter 18 - Hero



Alex took the what are you born to do? quiz and the result is hero

now we are not talking bout becoming a super hero... but you were born to help others and put others in front of your needs. you are caring and that is your biggest strength you will do really well in those field where you have to help others like social worker or doctor...options are many
So I took the above quiz and answered things as honestly as I could and low and behold, I am supposed to be a Hero. I have never once considered myself a hero and as most of you know who read this, have always put others needs ahead of my own. Never once taking anything for granted. I have lived I think to help others as I was helped when I was first born.
Let me just say now that I will never be rich in terms of large sums of money laying around my house. people in the health care industry with the exception of doctors and top notch nurses do not get paid probably what they should. But does that really matter? Should we really be choosing jobs just because they can earn you a big paycheck and exotic vacations? I am sure that would be nice and for some that maybe all they need in life. Yet I am feeling like I can do more good with less money.

I have decided to pursue becoming a EMT as my next career choice and eventuly would love to become a paramedic and either work on a care flight or in a ER. Emergency rooms have always held my attention span and I feel that with my caring personailit and my ability to interact with all kinds of people in many different situations that this really would be best occupation for me. This is something that I am very excited about and really can't wait to get started. I am very much looking forward to making this work and seeing it through to the end.



Chapter 17 - Let Me By Myself


I guess i just got lost being someone else,
I tried to kill the pain
But nothing ever helped
I left myself behind
Somewhere along the way
Hoping to come back around
and find myself some day

Lately I'm so tired of waiting for you
To say that it's OK, tell me please
Would you one time,
Let Me Be Myself
So i can shine,
with my own light
Let Me Be Myself

Would you Let Me Be Myself
Coz I'll never find my heart
Behind someone else
I'll never see the light of day
Living in this cell
It's time to make my way
Into the world i knew
And take back all of these times
That I gave in to you

Lately I'm so tired of waiting for you
To say that it's OK, tell me please
Would you one time,
Let Me Be Myself
So i can shine,
with my own light
Let Me Be Myself,
For a while
If you don't mind,
Let Me Be Myself
So i can shine,
with my own light
Let Me Be Myself

That's all i ever wanted from this world
Was to let me be me..

Please, would you one time,
Let Me Be Myself
So i can shine,
with my own light
Let Me Be Myself
Please, would you one time,
Let Me Be Myself
So i can shine,
with my own light
Let Me Be Myself,
For a while
If you don't mind,
Let Me Be Myself
So i can shine,
with my own light
Let Me Be Myself